PRESSURE
Sunday 24 November 2013
My mind has been occupied as of late. I'm dazed most of the time, it feels like I'm sleepwalking.
At work, I've been making errors that were far too glaring. It happened too often in a day that I feel ashamed to call myself a pharmacy assistant. I'm going to receive my confirmation in 3 weeks but I somehow feel like I hardly deserve it. With such unforgivable errors, it's not difficult to understand why.
On a brighter note, my colleagues make the working environment at KK as comfortable as it is enjoyable. They are the reasons why time seems to fly by very quickly.
I'm also feeling the pressure of the weight of friendship(s) pressing down on me. I feel 2 out of my 4 best friends drifting away from me. On my part, I still hold on to belief; a belief that I'm still somebody to them as they are to me. Having said that, I'll never give up on them come what may. Thankfully, the other 2 are people who never fail to put me in their calendars.
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