BEHIND THAT FACADE
Basic Nutrition test was shit! Luckily, Xian Feng was beside me. There's still hope. ^_^.
ShuHan said "chemistry is just not for me". Firdaus replied with "you don't have a choice". It was then that i realised Firdaus was right. It isn't a matter of choice. I must do well.
I found myself in a familiar place. Never did i realise i was back in the past. I just walked into a same trap.
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Time check: 1:15 AM
I wish I can sleep but PLM assignment doesn't allow me to. And without this person's help, I'll be sleeping even later. Thanks Qi Yun!
I've just broken the record of not eating! Since my breakfast yesterday, I have not eaten. I'm feeling HUNGRY and TIRED! Or is it the other way around?
Off i go now. TIL NEXT TIME!
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ME & Partner!
Happy 19th birthday Mei Yee! Though you may not read this, here's a short dedication for you. Thank you for being such a nice partner, standing by me throughout OLTC. You looked to my positive side while criticisms flew to an all-time-high during that period. Thank you for being such a great company, making me smile with your adorable character and cute laughter. Lets not forget the fun of going home together, keeping the gossips alive. For all our troubles, planning to make our A9L3 freshies suffer, it was not meant to be. Though we got separated due to unforeseen circumstances, you were and will always be my partner. STAY HAPPY ALWAYS PARTNER!
I am still traumatised by being compared to someone who's character is worlds apart from me. HAHA. Thanks alot!
TIL NEXT TIME!
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Few convos to share...
Jia Jie was sick so i asked her out of concern.
ME: Are you okay? You still look pale.
JJ: I'm always pale. [showing sarcasm as she's fair]
ME: I mean you look off colour.
JJ: Really? So I'll colour my face?
I purposely stood beside Jing Ting as she was short.
ME: I suddenly feel taller.
JT: Oh ya because of your hair right?
My felt a pain in my left leg.
ME: Abit struggling (to walk) ar. I think i cannot play soccer already.
QiYun: Go massage?
ME: Bone lei. How do you massage bone?
QiYun: Muscle! You massage the muscle which will in turn massage the bone.
Me: -_-"
AND SHE'S SUPPOSED TO BE IN BMT!
It's either they're acting stupid or really retarded. I'm really blessed to have such super cute friends.
They're not the only ones...
Felicia: Finish school already?
ME: Not yet. Will finish in two years time.
Sorry Fel. Dont tell Akmal. =x.
TIL NEXT TIME!
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It's only the end of week 5 yet i'm already tiring out. Good news for me is, both PUO and PLM papers are manageable. I gave OC2 remedial lecture a miss. My tired brain simply can't absorb anything currently.
Played basketball with Xian Feng and our MVP for the day, Qi Yun. We boys underestimated her due to her height. HAHA! See la! play until late for work.
I'm either too ambitious or just plain stupid. I broke a promise i made to myself and now, I have to pay a price. A price I paid, a price i'm paying, a price i can't afford.
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Call it coincidence, luck or fate but June is in my CSAS group too! Strangely, we're in the same group on both occasions when teachers make the selection. She's probably sighing and i'm sighing for her too! HAHA. Looks like Sim Jia Jie has to hold her breath again.
It's been long overdue but there's a new scandal in TP! Here's a genuine evidence of the scandal...
Esther & Lutfi scandalling
[OOPS! HAHA]
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Manchester United had won the English Premier League for the third time running! It is a record-equaling 18th title and a record 11th English Premier League for Manchester United. For those supporting Liverpool, Chelsea or Arsenal, don't waste your time! HAHA.
I just realised my how-well-do-you-know quiz is one sucker of a quiz. Sorry guys!
BNu Assignment, FPath and PUO quizzes awaiting me! Stress is taken to a new level. TIL NEXT TIME!
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Firdaus told me it's the why questions we're not able to answer. Not now, not in future, not forever. WHY? That's the thing. There's just too many whys!
The word why is too rampant in my head. Too many whys, yet i can't find the answers. And i can't even seek help! What is wrong with me?!?!
Taking it upon myself so others won't get affected. Is it the right thing to do?
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I'm starting to feel the pressure of school. There's individual/group assignments for every module! And with FPath quiz around the corner, it's time to panic!
I really want to thank my wonderful friends who had kept me going. I was really lost in PST, with Organic Chemistry sending a chill down my spine. It's too late for regrets though. And i'm still holding on to the aim of being the best PST student, however impossible that may sound.
And let me share with you why having curly hair is a good thing. 2 days ago, few of us went to buy bubble tea after school. The moment we got there, the uncle saw SEXY written on my hand by Ismail, in which he believed i was due to my hair. SO, HE GAVE ME A FREE BUBBLE TEA!
Qi Yun, i remembered you saying my hair was not something to be proud of. So if you're reading this, MY HAIR IS SOMETHING TO BE PROUD OF HOKAY! And i believe it's time to tell you the LOADS of things i've yet to.
TIL NEXT TIME!
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It was a little weird but i agree that i wasn't myself yesterday. Thank you to all those concerned! I was probably too tired.
Strangely, i studied very hard for OC2 but still struggled during the test. It was the complete opposite for PUO. I didn't study, yet the paper was manageable.
I remembered Jia Jie telling me to look after Shu Yi before school reopened or she'll find me. Call it coincidence but now, both her good friends, Lim Shu Yi and Oh Hui Xiang June, is in my OC2 group. Hold your breath Sim Jia Jie! HAHA.
I nearly forgot how close i was to Wei Qiang and Xian Feng til i had lunch with them today. I really miss those times as A8G4. I missed Nadiah warming my ears in her panic situations. I missed Jia Jie shouting at me everytime i irritated her. I missed gossiping with Qi Yun. I missed disturbing Yenny, the "1.5litre bottle collector". I missed Jingdan's smile everytime i teased her. It's like i've been missing so many things.
TIL NEXT TIME!
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9 of us, 4 of whom left early, were the only ones who went for our class outing. Shannon, XianFeng and I were thrashed 11-0 by Americans in a game of basketball. Played an amateur game of volleyball before we decided that captains ball was a better option. Outdoor games are boring indeed with the lack of people.
After the 4 left, QiYun came to find a not-so-very-enthusiastic crowd left. After some time bathing in the sea, we left for Vivo City for dinner. I've lost my apetite but QiYun being her, "forced" me into eating at LJS. Went to Daiso shortly after as the girls wanted to go shopping before heading home with WeiQiang.
Deeper in thoughts, further in reality. I feel unspirited these days.
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Just a few pictures...
Introducing my good friend, Fariza
Fariza & ME
WIFE & ME
Finally Clement!
HURRY!
Orientation...
ME & ThengTheng in BOYS TOILET!
MORE LIKE A CUP HOLDER LOR!
take 1
take 2
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Just a short post before i sleep...
Lectures had been very slow lately and seeing the same 71 people everyday doesn't help! Why am I in PST?? Sometimes i do question myself. I didn't even chose this path! I guess the answer comes right back down to me.
I would like to thank a VERY NICE friend of mine Teo Qi Yun! No matter how lazy she was, she forced herself out to accompany me. It was fun, even with the "spinning til oblivion" and BREAD HOLDER?!?! And thanks for the wait, TEO XIAO JIE.. 45mins!! HAHA!
Can someone teach me how not to feel?
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Too bored so i've decided to do a quiz from Isalina's blog
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ShuHan said "chemistry is just not for me". Firdaus replied with "you don't have a choice". It was then that i realised Firdaus was right. It isn't a matter of choice. I must do well.
I found myself in a familiar place. Never did i realise i was back in the past. I just walked into a same trap.
I wish I can sleep but PLM assignment doesn't allow me to. And without this person's help, I'll be sleeping even later. Thanks Qi Yun!
I've just broken the record of not eating! Since my breakfast yesterday, I have not eaten. I'm feeling HUNGRY and TIRED! Or is it the other way around?
Off i go now. TIL NEXT TIME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Wednesday 27 May 2009
ME & Partner!I am still traumatised by being compared to someone who's character is worlds apart from me. HAHA. Thanks alot!
TIL NEXT TIME!
Jia Jie was sick so i asked her out of concern.
ME: Are you okay? You still look pale.
JJ: I'm always pale. [showing sarcasm as she's fair]
ME: I mean you look off colour.
JJ: Really? So I'll colour my face?
I purposely stood beside Jing Ting as she was short.
ME: I suddenly feel taller.
JT: Oh ya because of your hair right?
My felt a pain in my left leg.
ME: Abit struggling (to walk) ar. I think i cannot play soccer already.
QiYun: Go massage?
ME: Bone lei. How do you massage bone?
QiYun: Muscle! You massage the muscle which will in turn massage the bone.
Me: -_-"
AND SHE'S SUPPOSED TO BE IN BMT!
It's either they're acting stupid or really retarded. I'm really blessed to have such super cute friends.
They're not the only ones...
Felicia: Finish school already?
ME: Not yet. Will finish in two years time.
Sorry Fel. Dont tell Akmal. =x.
TIL NEXT TIME!
Played basketball with Xian Feng and our MVP for the day, Qi Yun. We boys underestimated her due to her height. HAHA! See la! play until late for work.
I'm either too ambitious or just plain stupid. I broke a promise i made to myself and now, I have to pay a price. A price I paid, a price i'm paying, a price i can't afford.
It's been long overdue but there's a new scandal in TP! Here's a genuine evidence of the scandal...
Esther & Lutfi scandalling[OOPS! HAHA]
Someone told me this, "she neither accepts nor rejects". I wonder...
TIL NEXT TIME!
TIL NEXT TIME!
I just realised my how-well-do-you-know quiz is one sucker of a quiz. Sorry guys!
BNu Assignment, FPath and PUO quizzes awaiting me! Stress is taken to a new level. TIL NEXT TIME!
The word why is too rampant in my head. Too many whys, yet i can't find the answers. And i can't even seek help! What is wrong with me?!?!
Taking it upon myself so others won't get affected. Is it the right thing to do?
I really want to thank my wonderful friends who had kept me going. I was really lost in PST, with Organic Chemistry sending a chill down my spine. It's too late for regrets though. And i'm still holding on to the aim of being the best PST student, however impossible that may sound.
And let me share with you why having curly hair is a good thing. 2 days ago, few of us went to buy bubble tea after school. The moment we got there, the uncle saw SEXY written on my hand by Ismail, in which he believed i was due to my hair. SO, HE GAVE ME A FREE BUBBLE TEA!
Qi Yun, i remembered you saying my hair was not something to be proud of. So if you're reading this, MY HAIR IS SOMETHING TO BE PROUD OF HOKAY! And i believe it's time to tell you the LOADS of things i've yet to.
TIL NEXT TIME!
Strangely, i studied very hard for OC2 but still struggled during the test. It was the complete opposite for PUO. I didn't study, yet the paper was manageable.
I remembered Jia Jie telling me to look after Shu Yi before school reopened or she'll find me. Call it coincidence but now, both her good friends, Lim Shu Yi and Oh Hui Xiang June, is in my OC2 group. Hold your breath Sim Jia Jie! HAHA.
I nearly forgot how close i was to Wei Qiang and Xian Feng til i had lunch with them today. I really miss those times as A8G4. I missed Nadiah warming my ears in her panic situations. I missed Jia Jie shouting at me everytime i irritated her. I missed gossiping with Qi Yun. I missed disturbing Yenny, the "1.5litre bottle collector". I missed Jingdan's smile everytime i teased her. It's like i've been missing so many things.
TIL NEXT TIME!
Sentosa Outing
Sunday 10 May 2009
9 of us, 4 of whom left early, were the only ones who went for our class outing. Shannon, XianFeng and I were thrashed 11-0 by Americans in a game of basketball. Played an amateur game of volleyball before we decided that captains ball was a better option. Outdoor games are boring indeed with the lack of people.
After the 4 left, QiYun came to find a not-so-very-enthusiastic crowd left. After some time bathing in the sea, we left for Vivo City for dinner. I've lost my apetite but QiYun being her, "forced" me into eating at LJS. Went to Daiso shortly after as the girls wanted to go shopping before heading home with WeiQiang.
Deeper in thoughts, further in reality. I feel unspirited these days.
Introducing my good friend, Fariza
Fariza & ME
WIFE & ME
Finally Clement!
HURRY!LC Play...
Orientation...
Faltis
ME & ThengTheng in BOYS TOILET!1st IKEA outing...
MORE LIKE A CUP HOLDER LOR!
take 1
take 2QiYun, as much as i don't want to admit it, you do look cute in take 2. Save the thanks. HAHA!
Lectures had been very slow lately and seeing the same 71 people everyday doesn't help! Why am I in PST?? Sometimes i do question myself. I didn't even chose this path! I guess the answer comes right back down to me.
I would like to thank a VERY NICE friend of mine Teo Qi Yun! No matter how lazy she was, she forced herself out to accompany me. It was fun, even with the "spinning til oblivion" and BREAD HOLDER?!?! And thanks for the wait, TEO XIAO JIE.. 45mins!! HAHA!
Can someone teach me how not to feel?
1. Last beverage: Coca Cola
2. Last phone call: Clement Chia
3. Last text message: Teo Qi Yun
4. Last song you listened to: Drowning
5. Last time you cried: ^_^
SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice: Amjad Adabi Bin Mohd Ali! ^_^
2. Been cheated on?: Define cheat. Heh.
3. Kissed someone & regretted it?: I kissed my mom, has never and will never regret it!
4. Lost someone special?: Hmm.....
5. Been depressed?: Definitely!
6. Been drunk and threw up?: NOPE!
LIST FOUR FAVORITE
COLORS:
1. Red
2. Green
2. Green
HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends?: Yes!
2. Fallen out of love: ERR.....
3. Laughed until you cried: Yes
4. Met someone who changed you: No
5. Found out who your true friends were: YES!
6. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes. And its always bad.
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No.
8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life?: Dont know.
9. How many kids do you want to have?: 3. Hope all 3 are of the same gender.
9. How many kids do you want to have?: 3. Hope all 3 are of the same gender.
10. Do you have any pets: No
11. Do you want to change your name: My name explains my character. Im shy by nature. ^_^
12. What did you do for your last birthday: Celebrated with my friends. Thanks guys!
13. What time did you wake up today: 0615
14. What were you doing at midnight last night?: Studying and chatting.
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for: I'm a patient person
16. Last time you saw your father: 25 mins ago
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I want to be a Wei Qiang
18. What are you listening to right now: Drowning! HAHA.
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Why Tom? Stupid question
23. What's getting on your nerves right now?: Refer to any Biology textbooks. It will state there.
23. What's getting on your nerves right now?: Refer to any Biology textbooks. It will state there.
24. Most visited web page: All equal. HAHA.
1. What's your name: Syairazi Hilmi Bin Ishak
2. Nicknames: OMG! Since primary sch up til now, MANY!
3. Relationship Status: Single.
4. Zodiac sign: Cancer
5. Male or female or transgendered: Male, though i feel like being a female at times. HAHA.
6. Primary School: Tampines Primary School
7. Secondary School: OMG! Such shame to repeat.
8. Tertiary: Temasek Polytechnic
10. Hair color: BLACK
11. Long or short: HAHA. Not sure but its curly.
16. Height: 171cm.
17. Do you have a crush on someone?: OMG! The whole world seems to know can.
18: What do you like about yourself?: My enthusiasm.
19. Piercings: None.
20. Tattoos: None.
21. Righty or lefty: Preffarably right, but able to use both.
FIRSTS :
22. First surgery: Is stiching counted a surgery? I was 5.
23. First piercing: NONE LA!!
24. First best friend: Muhammad Nur Azam Bin Zainal
26. First sport you joined: Skipping. =X
27. First pet: EH NONE LA!
28. First vacation: Malaysia
29. First concert: Havent been to one.
30. First crush: Back in primary 5.
RIGHT NOW:
49. Eating: No
50. Drinking: No
52. I'm about to: Do nothing
53. Listening to: Nothing
55. Waiting for: Someone to reply me. Its been ages! HEH.
YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids?: THIS IS GETTING ON MY NERVES! I already said i want 3. Btw, this is not found in any biology textbook.
59. Want to get married?: DUH.
60. Careers in mind?: Doctor??
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE
OPPOSITE SEX?
68. Lips or eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs or kisses: Maybe hugs?
HAHA
70. Shorter or taller: SHORTER =X
71. Older or Younger: Younger.
72. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
73. Nice stomach or nice arms: None.
74. Sensitive or loud: Loud. Suits me better. Heh.
75. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship?
77. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker!! Can join forces with me! HOHO.
HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger: No
79. Drank hard liquor: NO! Seriously, this is getting on my nerves. HAHA.
80. Lost glasses/contacts: No
81. Sex on first date: No way!
82. Broken someone's heart: In what way? HAHA.
83. Had your own heart broken: YES!
85. Been arrested: No
86. Turned someone down: Yes
87. Cried when someone died: Yes?
88. Liked a friend that is a girl?: I'm a guy!!! As for who, lets keep it in the dark.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself: Not really
90. Miracles: Sometimes
91. Love at first sight: No. I dont go by looks.
92. Heaven: YES
93. Santa Clause: No
95. Kiss on the first date?: No
96. Angels: Yes. To Isalina, Malaikat are angels!! NABI AND RASUL?!?!
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: OMG! Can i not answer?
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?: I had less than one at one time. ^_^
99. Had a pregnancy scare?: Err.....
100. Posting this as 100 Truths?: ????