IN SOLITUDE
Tuesday 18 June 2013

So I spent the whole day at home, alone, with boredom as my company. My parents left for Malaysia early in the morning while my 2 brothers went to work and camp respectively, leaving me in this pathetic solitude. It could be therapeutic at times but today, it was just torture.

It left me to ponder alot as usual. As I shared with PFq, being me, I care about the people I choose to care about, regardless of whether they care about me or not. That is, until he/she gives me a reason not to care about him/her.

My theory is simple. Friendship is like 2 hands gripping tightly onto one another; one hand being yours and the other being your friend's. If your friend choose to let go, you will still be holding on to his/hers, thus the friendship is still intact even though the grip lessened. But if you choose to let go as well, there will no longer be a tie, a link or a bond between you and your friend. That is when the both of you will start drifting away from each other.

Another thing I pondered about was why do I trouble myself trying to meet up with some people who don't even care, who never once have shown the urge to meet me too.

Sometimes I wish I was lying on the hospital bed to see who really cares about me.
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SIMPLY PLATONIC
Friday 14 June 2013

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